Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You're the kind of reckless
That should send me runnin'
But I kinda know that I won't get far
And you stood there in front of me
Just close enough to touch

Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk

Take away the pain
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

My mind forgets to remind me
You're a bad idea
You touch me once and it's really something,
You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be.

I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know it's no good
And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would...

I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild.
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, it's just wrong enough to make it feel right.
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow?
I'm captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.

Letter to Valen

Por donde empezar....

Hace 1 año y medio que venimos planeando y contando los meses para que vuelva, y al fin se dió, después de meses y meses chateando, hablando por Skype, y sin poder juntarnos ni vivir boludeces como las que venimos viniendo desde que llegue.

La cuestion es que estoy TAN feliz de haber vuelto, y mucho más feliz de haber compartido casi todos los momentos lindos desde que llegue con vos. Me di cuenta que estamos MUCHO mas unidas de lo que estabamos cuando me fui, y eso hay que agradecercelo a la distancia, porque más allá de que no te vi por mucho tiempo, vos siempre estuviste ahí, y como te dije muchas veces, fuiste una de las pocas. Por eso me hiciste saber que puedo contar con vos siempre, en las buenas y en las malas, al igual que vos con migo y wewewewe.

Sinceramente nose como hice para estar en USA y tenerte tan lejos, osea, como ayer, que me sentia mal y al rato estaba en tu house hablando, chichiando, chusmeando, analizando, haciendo terapia, y comiendo waffles. No tenes una idea como una tarde tan simple me puede ayudar tanto. Aparte es una cosa que nos entendemos en todo, hasta cuando hacemos chistes pelotudos nos reimos. Y bueno, me buscaste al amor de mi vida, algo que YA SE COMO AGRADECERTE pero nunca va a ser suficiente jajajajaja, aunque voy a hacer el intento de que si lo sea.

Vos sabes que estoy para lo que necesites forever and always <3


Just One Night Kiss

I don't know what happened with me last night. The whole "Robert" thing made me explode and I started crying and I was like "am I really crying for this?". Even I couldn't believe that I was crying for such a stupid thing.

Then I started crying and I started thinking, and I realized that no, this boy is not the main reason. I mean, he is contributing, but he is not the main reason at all. BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY FOR YOUNGER GUYS.

I think I was crying because I'm gonna miss my last first day of school because I'm still waiting for my school papers to be sent from Buenos Aires so I can show here that I did do the Argentinian online school, but I don't know for sure when these papers are gonna come so I don't really know when I'm starting school, while all of my friends are starting tomorrow. Missing school for a couple of days is fine, that's not a big deal. But I really wanted to see Robert before everybody forgot what happened on Friday, and now I feel like that's not gonna happen. And he never talked to me again and my best guy friend told me that it is sort of weird that he hasn't chatted me or something after so many days. So yes, this is what I thought it was: just a one night kiss.


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

boys make me cry.

Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen

I threw a wish in the well,
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell,
And now you're in my way

I trade my soul for a wish,
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this,
But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right,
At you baby,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

You took your time with the call,
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all,
But still, you're in my way

I beg, and borrow and steal
Have foresight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it,
But it's in my way

And all the other boys,
Try to chase me,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad


How Many Kisses Does It Take?

I'm an obsessive person. We all know that. I have the power to transform something little and useless into a big part of my life. That's good, sometimes, because feeling too much can also be productive. I mean, being able to make each moment important is what makes an amazing life. But some other times, it brings me down. Because some things are probably meant to stay where they belong, somewhere where nobody, not even me, can find them. Just like that kiss on Friday should have stayed there, on Friday, in that nightclub, and never find its way out. But we are talking about myself here, and nothing stays where it belongs. I let everything out, and I over-think each little thing that comes to me. At some point it gets confusing, where I don't even know how I feel anymore. Because, why can't I stop thinking about it? Why am I thinking about a guy who probably doesn't give a shit about that night? Why did that guy, who I didn't even know, change so many things in my mind?

It scares me. What scares me? Everything. Because I know me, and I know love, and I know how I function with love. I mean, love and I? No, we don't work together. We are like salt and water. I'm the kind of girl who gets herself a gift for Valentine's Day. I'm the kind of girl who never gets the boy she wants. Now what am I talking about? Do I want this boy? Do I really like him? That's the problem. Who the hell knows? Why was that kiss so perfect? I mean, right there, that moment when I was kissing him, where I just stopped giving a fuck about everything else. Why, out of 4 other guys, he was the one that brought earthquakes to my heart? He made me feel Niall Horan, and I mean the real one, didn't matter anymore. He, with just one kiss, was able to throw Morgan, Sam, Cody, Jake, Jason, Mason, and whoever into a trash called "past". I mean, I've been trying to do that for days, months, years. I used songs, movies, quotes, blogs, Grey's Anatomy, Glee, One Direction, tumblr, WeHeartIt, everything! I used everything to forget them all, and none of those techniques worked. Now he came and just turned my world upside. My question is... does that mean something? The fact that I can see Jake right now and not give a shit, DOES THAT MEAN SOMETHING? 

But once again, who cares if it means something. Because he probably doesn't wanna talk to me again. And whatever that happened on Friday, is probably over and in the past for him. He is not going to care about how I felt when he looked at me with those beautiful eyes. He is not going to care how I felt when he kissed me either. He is a boy, he is not going to care about anything, just like all of them. Because that's what guys do, they just don't care. Yes, he talked to me the next day to say sorry for being so drunk. He didn't say anything else. Ok, cool. What can I do? Wait for him to talk me again just like I used to do with every single asshole? Naah, what a waste of time. I can't even talk about this with my friends because I know what they are going to say: "it was just a kiss, and he was drunk". I know they are going to say that because that's also what my mind says. All of the previous sweet things before the kiss just fade away and all I'm left with is nothing.  N O T H I N G. Absolutely nothing. Is it surprising? Not at all. Is it unexpected? Please, no. Is is disappointing, is it frustrating? Maybe. Does it hurt? A little. Or maybe more than a little.

I know that at least it happened, unlike with Sam or Morgan or whoever. At least there was a moment where I had him. It didn't last for long, but it is something. The problem is, once you get a little, all you want is MORE. It is like when you are hungry and someone gives you a bite of a McDoanld's burger, just ONE SINGLE BITE. After that, your stomach is going to realize that it is hungrier than what your brain thought it was, and it is going to ask for more. Sadly, every single organ in our body works that way, including our heart. We get a little, and want M O R E. Is it ever enough? No! The more you get, the more you want. "There's something about the possibility, of more. More tequila, more love. More anything. More is better. There's something to be said about a glass half full, about knowing when to say when. I think it's more of a floating line, a barometer of need. Of desire. It's entirely up to the individual, and it depends what's being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless... all we want is more". And there you go, if Meredith Grey said it, now you probably believe me.

How do I feel after writing this post? Exactly the same. Because there is nothing to analyze here, nothing to think about. This is not about possibilities, not about fate, not about chances. I don't even know what this is about. I don't know where I'm going with this either. And the worst thing is that the problem is myself. I need to be able to make out with guys without falling in love with them later. I need to be able to handle those eyes, those smiles, those hands, those.... I JUST NEED TO FUCKING DEAL WITH THOSE THINGS. I can't write a post like this every time a playboy grabs my hand, takes me somewhere else, and kisses me. I need to be strong.

But the final, and most important question, after everything you've just read, after everything that has happened, after all of the stupidity I have just admitted... the question is... do I like him?

........ ........ ........ ........

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Just In Case Someone Needs Help

Seriously, I know how it feels to feel trapped in a world you don't belong, without knowing where to go. But there's no storm that lasts forever, the sun always shines eventually.

Hit The Lights - Selena Gomez

It's the boy you never told 'I like you'
It's the girl you let get away
It's the one you saw that day on the train
But you freaked out and walked away

It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas
Things you swear you'd do before you die
It's the city of love that waits for you
But you're too damn scared to fly

Hit the lights
Let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight
Come alive
Let the moment take you
Lose control tonight

It's the time that you totally screwed up
Still you're tryna get it out your brain
It's the fight you had when you didn't make up
It's the past that you're dying to change

It's all the money that you're saving
While the good life passes by
It's all the dreams that never came true
‘Cause you're too damn scared to try.

It's a mad, mad world
Gotta make an escape
It's a perfect world
When you go all the way
Hit the lights
Let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight

Necesitaba irse lejos para volver a empezar

A Picture is Worth A Thousand Words

I am literally living la vida loca.

These pictures are from Saturday night, I went to a birthday party with all of my friends. The blonde girl is one of my best friends, Val.

But Friday night was the real deal. It was the craziest night of my life, I've never had SO MUCH FUN before. It was awesome. I kissed Baby yayyyyy!!!


Saturday, February 25, 2012

Movie Review: Act of Valor

This movie has been promoted to the public because the producers elicited active duty naval special warfare operators to star in it.

I was torn - should I go or not? I expected that the movie would not live up to the hype and would be something like the Charlie Sheen Navy Seals movie that came out in the late 1970's.

That's really not what the movie did and if you want to read more about the film, is a good article:
"Waugh and McCoy based the script on real-life acts of valor they came upon by speaking informally with the SEALs over a six-month period. “They kept sharing all these acts of valor that had happened in their community — that you really wouldn’t believe until they said, ‘yeah that happened to Mark right next to me.’ And you were like, ‘what, that really happened?’” Waugh explained.
Read more on Navy SEALs Reluctant Stars but Shine in 'Act of Valor' 
The movie is rated R because it's violent in places and there are head-shots, but I don't think that the violence was over-the-top. Truthfully, it's fairly close to accurate from a Hollywood perspective. The acting isn't stellar, but that's not what the story is. Should you go see it?

I say, YES.

I particularly liked the scenes shot in Mexico...

Friday, February 24, 2012

Rooting Through the Trash

When I heard about reports of 'Qur'an Burning in Afghanistan', it seemed very strange to me and I immediately commented that it had to be a hoax because it's typically uncharacteristic behavior by Americans. Most Americans don't care enough about the Qur'an to waste the time to burn it and US Servicemen know better because it's culturally insensitive. I commented that, "I can see an American simply throwing a Qur'an in the trash, but not burning it."

As it turns out, the Joint Services (many nations) Facility at Bagram Air Force Base, near Kabul, Afghanistan burns their trash.
Afghan workers said they rescued the books from the incinerator and then smuggled them off the base to show to local leaders. That ignited an escalating series of violent protests that have targeted coalition military bases, Afghan government buildings, United Nations offices and other symbols of Western presence in the country.  Wall Street Journal
So to put this in perspective, some Qur'ans were thrown out with the trash, which is burned at Bagram Air Force Base, and Afghans rooted through the trash and found the partially burned books. If true, it would mean that there are not seventy virgins reserved in paradise for the soldiers who took the trash to the dump.

As a result, there is rioting in the streets of the major cities in Afghanistan and President Barack Obama is apologizing for the people, presumably Americans, who threw the Qur'ans into the trash - and were subsequently burned with (the rest of the) garbage.

I'm not going to blog further about the ignorant people in Afghanistan and their choice of faith because while it's the flavor of the moment, in the long run, who cares? 

The problem here runs much deeper because the Islamic World holds the tap to the oil spigot.  -- Yes, I know that there's no oil in Afghanistan. Yes, I know that the US Invasion also had to do with a natural gas pipeline that the Taliban opposed, which the (former Afghan) Rabbani Government had approved.

A Case for Energy Independence

My rant here and my plea is that America work to become energy independent from the rest of the world, or at least the Islamic World to the extent practical.  It's a vain hope because EVERY single American politician of note takes money from the Saudis. The bigger the politician, the larger the bribe/contribution made by the Saudis.

Sleeping with the Devil is an interesting book by Robert Baer that illustrates the problem... If you're interested.

The question of whether or not the West is compatible with Islam is the central question here. And the answer that it's not is complicated by our energy dependence. I'm not suggesting that there shouldn't be freedom of religion to the extent that it's practiced without barbarity such as female genital mutilation, honor murders, murder of women 'suspected' of adultery, etc. I'm speaking of Political Islam.

We either force our politicians to stop taking bribes from the Saudis and other Islamic States or we continue to be held captive by their hold on us. (and keep apologizing)

Picture = 1000 words (or more)

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Understanding the Democratic Party's Position

(h/t) Johnny Alamo

In order to believe that Democrats have the answer today, you would have to believe:
  • That you can grow the entitlement class beyond the taxpayer class and never hit critical mass where there is no money left.
  • That using the military to oust a murderous thug dictator in 2003 was criminal, and using the military to oust a murderous thug dictator in 2011 was noble.
  • That the best way to grow the wealth of the private sector is to take all the money out of it.
  • That the best way to make us energy independent is to block any effort to produce more petrocarbons in this country.
  • That the best way to create jobs is to increase taxes and regulations on the job creators.
  • That the best way to stop arms from this country from getting into the hands of the drug cartels in Mexico is to provide arms to the drug cartels in Mexico.
  • That all the ills of the economy are due to the fat cat banks and other corporations, and the best way to deal with that is to provide billions in bailouts to the fat cat banks and other corporations.
  • That more unemployment checks create more jobs.
  • That investigating the background of George W Bush to the point that you have color photographs of his colon is proper vetting of the Chief Executive, but asking for Barack Hussein Obama's college records or for information on his association with a known terrorist is racist.
  • That somehow making firearms illegal will prevent criminals from using them.
  • That the life of a murderer on death row is sacred, but an unborn baby's is not.
  • That the best way to overcome our racist past is to enforce racist affirmative action policies.
  • That people who are too ignorant to get a free state issued I.D. card are smart enough to vote.
  • That the best way to overcome our current spending crisis is to spend more money.
  • That the federal government with no competition can provide a better health care product than the private sector with competition can.
  • That a grandma in a wheelchair is a bigger potential threat on an airplane than a guy with a name that takes phlegm to pronounce.
  • That we need to be sensitive to the feelings of people that subscribe to a religion that teaches that we all should submit to their version of righteousness or face beheading, but should demean and diminish those that believe in the religion that teaches we should love and embrace our neighbors no matter what religion they belong to.
  • That poll watchers who want to ensure that election laws are observed and the vote is without fraud are intimidating voters, and black radicals with clubs in front of a polling place are not.
  • That ice ages and the warming periods in between were not caused by man's influence on the earth but a half degree rise in average temperatures over 30 years is.
  • That using the equivalent of two gallons of fossil fuel to produce one gallon of ethanol makes sense because it is "renewable."
  • That a picture of a female guard in Abu Ghraib pointing at the genitals of a terrorist and laughing is deplorable but those same goofballs setting off an IED and killing our troops are just freedom fighters.
  • That a 70 year old woman with a Gadsden flag is a radical but an OWS protestor that defecates on a police car and breaks windows of businesses is a frustrated citizen.
  • That in spite of the fact that one third of the world is hungry it makes more sense to use food for fuel than drilling for a fuel source that nobody can eat.

Here's My Number, So Call Me Maybe ;)


I think I've never been this happy in my life :)

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Younger Boys

For some reason I have always liked guys of my age or even younger. I was never really attracted to older boys for some reason. Jake is almost 2 years older, but he's only one grade higher in school so it's almost the same.

I did think a guy was hot a couple years ago, but he ended up with my friend, which is fine cuz she also thought he was hot, and I never liked him again, we are buddies now and its the coolest thing, because now I'm starting to fancy one of his friends who is sooooooooo hot in a young way (? I mean, he is obviously younger than me, but he is just... I don't know.

It's not that I LIKE him, I just feel attracted to him, two different things. He's gonna be called Robert. K bye.


Weeeeeeekend I'm waiting for you!

I think this Friday I'm gonna be singing "Friday" by Rebecca Black all day long! I cannot wait for this weekend. My mom is going out of town and she's coming back on Sunday, and I am sort of staying alone. I mean, my uncle is here but he is probably gonna spend the whole weekend with his girlfriend, and I'm gonna be having the time of my life. It is also the last weekend before school starts on Tuesday, and on Monday night we are all going to go celebrate to someone's house and then we are gonna stay there the whole night and then go to school together and show up and be like "EVERYBODY STAND UP FOR SENIORS 2012, YEAAAAAAH BUDDY". lol.

No, seriously, with my friends we are celebrating on Friday, Saturday, (I dk about Sunday, and Monday. It's gonna be EPIC. I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!

This is going to be the perfect end to an amazing summer, and the perfect beginning of an amazing year!

SENIORS 2012 <3


I love her, she's talented, beautiful, sweet, and deserves the best, not just in her career, but also in her personal life. WE LOVE YOU JEN!

Saturday, February 18, 2012


I don't know what's going on. I'm starting to think about him more than a lot. I wanna see him really bad.  I wanna talk to him. I just miss him. I am not supposed to be feeling this way because it was over waaaaaay too long ago. I don't want to say the words "here we go again" because this is probably just a side effect of all of the changes I had been through in the past month, and I still have to get used to my new life in Argentina so maybe I am holding on to all of the things that I had before I left, but I need to stop thinking about him before this gets serious.

Boring Night

So I just came back from Uruguay, and I got here at 12 pm. Tonight, all of my friends decided to go out together to a night club in downtown, and I couldn't make it so it's pretty sad :( and last night, everybody decided to go to another night club and one of my friends told me she saw Jake and he said hi to her and the first thing that came to my mind was "I should have been there".

But it's raining right now, I can hear the thunders, so it's a pretty good night to stay home. And I'm also going out tomorrow night and Monday night because here in Argentina and in some other countries of Latin America such as Brazil, it's carnival weekend, so we have 4 days off to just party every single day and enjoy the end of the summer.

And by the way, one of the labels is called "Today", where I blog about what I did during the day, and now I'm creating a new label called "Tonight", since now I have a nightlife so I can talk about my nights going out dancing :D

He Just Doesn't Give A Shit. Period.

So I finally saw X. It’s been almost two months since myfriend told me he texted her telling her he was starting to like me and Ifinally saw him like two weeks ago (I haven’t had time to post this earlier).

It was weird. That’s for sure.

I didn’t really know what to expect because everybody wastelling me he liked me and stuff, but he never really did anything except forbbm-ing (that verb probably doesn’t exist) me once. So I knew it was going tobe awkward to go to his house because he probably knew that I knew about himliking me or whatever, and I’m sure he also knew that I knew he knew about it(wtf?). Sounds confusing but you get my point. It’s like we both kneweverything, but nobody said anything so it was just… awkward.

Now… you must be wondering if he took the chance, since Iwas at his house, to do something. And the funny thing is that, no matter howexperienced, shameless, brave, and confident he looks, he barely talked to me.It was like I was not even there. He spent the whole night making the pizzasand then playing cards with some other friends, and he didn’t even say hi to me.After a few hours, I was at the pool with some other kids and he came and satnext to me and joined the conversation and helped me with my blackberry orsomething, but he never even tried to show me a little bit that he is trying toget with me. So it’s confusing because I don’t know if he lied to my friends,if my friends lied to me, if everything is some kind of joke, if he reallylikes me but I look like some kind of monster who is going to bite him orsomething, I don’t know what the hell is going on.

After I left his house the first thing my friend Jo saif tome was “What the hell is going on with X?” because he acts like he knows how todeal with girls and then he is scared to even talk to me.

But I have a whole new perspective on this type of stuff.After watching “He’s Just Not That Into You” and hundred thousand times, I amnot going to start trying to figure out what’s going on in his mind. If youlike me boy, come and tell me or do something to let me know how you feel. Ifyou don’t do anything, then you don’t like me. That’s how it works. If he actslike he doesn’t give a shit, he genuinely doesn’t give a shit. So that’s how I’mgoing to look at this whole situation. And if he does give a shit but he’s tooscared to show it, which according to my new perspective that just CAN’T HAPPENbecause guys are not girls, then he has to show me somehow how he feels andfight for me. I know he’s hot, and he knows he’s hot, but doesn’t mean that Iam going to come for free, that easy. No, no. You like me? Show me. Fight for me. Talk to me. Flirt with me. I don’tknow, LIKE MY PICTURE ON FACEBOOK OR JUST DO SOMETHING. Do not tell the wholefreakin world that you like me so then they are gonna tell me about it, if youare not willing to DO SOMETHING about it.

So I hope I left things clear. And for now, there’s nothingbetween us and he just doesn’t give a shit. And I don't give a shit either. This is a non-shit-giving situation.

Afraid Of Love

I realized that I’m scared of boys. I want them when I don’thave them, and when fate finally brings them to me, I get scared and runaway.  It’s frustrating and it makes mehate myself.

What happened was something that anybody who reads my blogis going to believe: Mason asked me out to the movies. I don’t know if he didit on a friendly way or what, but he is showing pretty clear signs and I thinksomething might happen soon. He texted me, chatted me, he even bbmed me. The thing is… the moment when he asked me out,even though I got super excited on the outside, something deep inside startedto feel uncomfortable and I started to wonder if he is the guy I really want,if I really like him, if he’s what I think he is, etc, etc etc. Bullshit.Because I do like him, and even though he is not perfect, he is sort of what Iwant. The problem is that it scares the shit out of me.

The same thing happened with Jake. Months before he startedtalking to me I used to say he was the “perfect guy”. Then, out of nowhere, hefell in love with me and I started to have my doubts and I pushed myself tofind things I didn’t like about him. And of course, nothing happened, which ismainly my fault, because even though I always say he was the one who neverasked me out, I’m sure that even if he did ask me out, I would have foundexcuses not to go.

And then Mr X. Well, that’s a whole different story, buteven though I never really liked him, I did think he was also the “perfectboyfriend”, and then, also out of nowhere, the guy starts liking me and what doI do? Think about all of the reasons why I should not like him back.

So yes, I admit I am scared and that’s why I am foreveralone. But I know that deep inside I like the three of them, and I’m gonna haveto deal with my insecurities, other wise I’m going to miss out on three reallygood guys.  

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentine Wishes (Rule 5)

There's something about a lady in red...

There was that lady in the red dress in the Hollywood feature film, THE MATRIX.

There's fashion super model Nanette Lepore, who looks especially fetching in red.

And Maryln Monroe, who lived her life like a 'candle in the wind' - wearing a red dress.

Happy Valentine's Day... I guess

Friday, February 10, 2012

Kick Back, and Enjoy the Weekend


Sometimes it's difficult for people to know my mind...

Hallelujah I love her so...

A different side of the actor, Hugh Laurie.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

"You only get to live your senior year once" - Glee Cast

Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift

Cory's eyes are like a jungle
He smiles, it's like the radio
He whispers songs into my window
In words nobody knows
There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know

You're beautiful
Every little piece love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful

Cory finds another way to be
The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make conversation
When he's taking my breath away
I should say, hey by the way

If you and I are a story
That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know


 (with one of my best friends, Val)

I had such an amazing weekend, I literally didn't stop. Friday night I went to a nightclub with three friends (no comment about this). Saturday night I went to two parties and then to a nightclub in downtown with 5 friends and it was soooo much fun, and then it started to rain, like pouring rain, and we were walking in the middle of the streret which was some kind of river, it was the funniest thing ever, I almost peed myself because I couldn't stop laughing. It was 5 am and we were running looking for some kind of roof, and then a friend's brother had to pick us up, it was just so much fun! Then Sunday night I went to a friend's house to have pizzas with friends and it was also really nice.

And during the afternoons I just hanged out with friends, tanned, enjoyed the warm weather, went to the mall, etc etc etc.

I am having the time of my life and I am really happy because all of these is what I get for following my heart. 

Now let's talk about boys.

On Thursday,  Mason texted me, chatted me, and called me to plan something for the weekend (with some other friends), which couldn't happen because I ended up going out with girlfriend, but the fact that he even called me made my day.

I saw X over the weekend, and I expected him to flirt with me or something, and no, he completely got scared and didn't do anything.

And Jake was at one of the parties that I went to on Saturday, and I hate myself for not saying hi to him. I really wanted to see him. I feel like feelings of the past are starting to come back to life, and I don't know why. I don't understand if I am starting to like him again, or he just means a lot to me and I want to see him. I don't know, the thing is that I keep thinking about seeing him again all the time.

I also told my mom about these three boys, which is sort of weird cuz I never really tell her stuff. I guess I just missed my mom a lot while I was in the States and I want to start enjoying her a little bit more.

Tomorrow I'm going to Uruguay for like a week and a half and it sort of hurts to leave my city because I am really having fun, but it is just for a few days, then I'm coming back and I am staying home until forever, I don't ever want to leave again, at least for a few years. After college, I know the world is going to be waiting for me, but for now, I LOVE CORDOBA (ARGENTINA).

Set The Fire To The Rain - Adele

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing is better

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.

I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the type to like things that are concrete, like the ocean. Something you could point to and know what it was. I think that’s why she always struggled with God. And I think that’s why she also struggled with love. She couldn’t touch it. She couldn’t hold on to it and make sure it never changed.
Carrie Ryan, The Dead-Tossed Waves

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Yes, I Have A Life!!

So the reason why I haven't been blogging as much is because I finally have a life! I go out every single day! I have to get deeper into that actually but I am really loving it here! Nothing interesting happened yet with anybody, but I am just having a lot of fun and starting to remember what it feels like to actually go out with friends and have a social life. I don't regret my decision at all, and like my reader Jasmine said, my experience in America was a lesson I learned and an experience I will never forget, and now it is time to move on and enjoy life.

So now I can say that I know I followed my heart when I made my decision, and I encourage my 12 followers and the rest of my readers to do the same thing, because it is the only way to never regret anything.

I'll post some pictures tomorrow because I'm going to a night club with friends today! :D

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Hey there

So today I said... WHAT THE HELL. If I blog too much about this kid, then I think my readers deserve to see and know why. And there you go. He is not a model, he is not a college kid, he is not 18, he doesn't drive cuz he's not old enough, he is younger than me, yet the look in his eyes make him the most perfect thing in the world to me right now.