Waiting For Him

One of the biggest lessons life taught me during these 16 years of my life, is that "good things come to those who wait". Life and experiences taught me to be patience, to wait... because when something it is meant to be, it is gonna happen at the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. So basically you just gotta wait for destiny to put it all together. Try, work hard, try to get it, you get to decide how hard you are willing to fight for it, but you don't get to decide when it is really gonna come, because the hardest battle is the time you are gonna have to wait for it.

I waited for Mason for a couple of years, it is actually more than anybody else might think. I waited, and I was patient. I have never ever been as patient as I was with him in my whole life. I knew that it was not gonna happen soon, and sadly, there was nothing I could do. So I waited, and kept going with my life. There was something inside me that told me "keep on waiting, it is gonna happen". So I did not freak out, I did not get obsessed, and I just waited.

A week ago I thought that the wait was finally over. I got all excited and obsessed about it, and I realized that I was wrong, he was not coming yet. I see how he does things with other girls while I'm here, waiting.

I know the wait is not over. And to be honest, I don't even know if it is ever gonna be over. But there is still something inside me telling me that it is meant to be, that I gotta be patient.

One of the biggest mistakes I made my whole life, specially with love, was the necessity of having everything RIGHT NOW. I was never patient, and I always got obsessed with things. Of course, they never came. The key is to be calm and to trust fate. To trust that whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly.

So I'll keep on waiting. I will keep calm and eat cupcakes, or listen to Adele, or travel the world... I don't know. the thing is that I'm willing to keep waiting, just like I did for the last 3 years. And when I least expect it, I know he is gonna come.

Things worth having, are always worth waiting for.